Deep Thinking

Feeling Black&Blue today; 

I have actually been thinking about abandoning this blog, and not posting anymore. For i don't even know who actually follows this blog and actually do read. But after being encouraged by friends, yes I decided not to. Thanks you guys. But i do apologize for all this boring and crappy stuffs I post. I'll try to make it more interesting and sensational! And as for tomorrow, I will be away in Bandung and will continue to Salatiga, Jawa. So ttfn readers! 

Have a splendid holiday!

Happy Birthday Patrick!

Happy Birthday ya Patrickkk, haha. Hope all your wishes come true, and you can grow up and reach all your goals and dreams in all aspects of life. A little about him; Patrick is a senior in my school, 10th grade. Funny, Easygoing, Friendly. He's someone you can easily get a long with and he has great sense of humor. Lol.

We celebrated his birthday in EX, Hardrock cafe. Thanks patt, Happy birthday once again!

Violet

On Monday, Bella and I went to visit this store located in Mangga Dua owned by two of our teen workers, its called Violet. The store was impressive, i mean they could have their own stores, and the clothes there were fascinating as well. At cheap prices, or at least cheaper. 

We both bought some clothes from there, and went around mangga dua too, since we are there. Famished after shopping, we went to eat. Then went home. Since we bought a lot of movies there, aptly named; gossip girl season 2 from a to g, twilight, high school musical 3, the clique, sisterhood of the travelling pants 2, and others more i do not remember. LOL, 

So we went watching gossip girl but postponed it because we had to do christmas shopping. 

Going Retro

For all the posts I haven't posted, here it is. Please do accept my apologies of not posting them earlier, I had quite a hectic schedule this past few weeks. 

So, my church had this retro christmas party for teens&pre-teens, it was eventually a fun event. We all get to dress up retro! And there are performances as well, sweet. I was supposed to go to this concert afterwards, Harlem Singers, but then plans piled up. I had this sweet 17 to attend, so I went there instead. It was quite splendid, very refreshing actually. I went home at about 12, so was pretty tired. It has been a longgg and tiringg day.

A Salim Christmas

Heyoo people; sorry for abandoning this blog for quite a while, what i didnt post yet, i will, in the near future, lol. Just so, busy. Hahah, you wish. 

So, today is christmast eve, no practically today and now is already christmast because its nearly 1am here, my big family celebrated christmast together, as always. we enjoyed performances, the GIFTS, lol. yeah you can get 6 gifts all at once, because you get one from each family, so thats pleasant. and we bought my grandma a new plasma tv! LOL, 

I went movie marathoning today, then to church, then here. Christmasy

Merry Christmast everyone! Enjoy your holidayssssss. 

xoxo, Rainaa

Rehearsed

Tomorrow, We are performing the improvised version of joy to the world during youth. With choir and dancers involved. I will dance, and we had to choreograph the dance ourselves. So, We decided to go to school (as it is the day to take our report cards) and practice there. We rehearsed and played, and completely forgot about time. We ended up chittychatty there for hours, until we're all like too hungry and went home. 

The dance is not finished. But oh well, hope we'll do well:D 

Transporter

I went to PS to watch transporter with Ashley, Emily, Leanna, Sam, Adri, Teddy, and Sergio. The movie was boring. Its just like James Bond, well for me it is. Killing, Mission, Girl. So cliche. Afterwards, we went to starbucks then to Haagen Daaz, we played truth or dare and spilled everything out. *Everything stays in the table, people* Then we all went home and chatted via msn, or phone calls. 

P.S; I'm bored.

Ttyl

Christmas in Sweeden

I celebrated a sweeden christmas at school, well, my class did. We performed dancing queen, and this so called sweeden national song called 'Sank Ta Lucia'. Our performance was okay by my standard, and we had a class party and gift exchange. It was fun!

Early Joyous Christmas

Today, after church and after practice, I went to Grand Central restaurant for this early christmas party with my church buddies:D its so much fun! we eat, take pictures, chitty chatty, and watch all the performances!

Pink-Themed

What a lame post title. But i'm just too tired to make a decent post right now. So, I started my day very early. 7.30 precisely, i went to school, to practice for my christmas number and to decorate my class which is sweeden-themed. After that, the others went to PS, but me and viona went to dunkin and TA. Lawls. Afterwards, I had this wedding to attend in Senayan City. But too bad, when i arrived the others went home already. And this wedding's decor is beyond magnificent. Since I do, love pink.

Everything is like pink. Pink drapes, Pink flowers, Pink chair, Its just beyond the top. But overall, I did quite enjoy my exhausting saturday, and I met Mandy! Lol

Worthless

Yeah, Baby exams are over. I only had mandarin today, and yes it was stressing, i had to like read a whole page of story, in mandarin of course and answer questions i didn't even understand. LOL, but as soon as its over we're all like, yeah. Then, my classmates and I rehearsed for our christmas number and went chittychatty in our classroom. Melvin, Adri, Emily, Sammy, Rolex, Viona, Ashley, and I precisely. After quite a while, the girls went to senci:D

Our main reason to actually went there directly after exams were to buy this white top for our christmas number. We went to eat burger king first, then look for the top. We went looking EVERYWHERE. literally, topshop, jade, zara, gap, debenhams. But then, We didn't found it and ended up going around with the guys. They said try G2000, so we did. And the top, 300thou each is so not worthed, When we were paying, it piles up to 1.5 mil, we were like DANG. That is the exact reason which is why i titled this post 'worthless' its like plain, and so unimportant. Gosh. 

So after that, we drown our sorrows and regrets in chocolate cream chip, starbucks. Then, went shopping. With the guys.. weird. Haha, we enjoyed ourselves, I think. Except that we're still regretting;'( Each of us like wasted 500thou today. Afterwards, I went to Puri to re-watch twilight with Bella, it ended at 11.00 so i arrived home basically at 11.30 and is famished. And directly went to bed without thinking.

Pictures;

Day 3

Math is friggin' hard.

I'll be pretty glad if i got even just... half. Thats just plain suckish. Like I studied and practiced until 12pm and was distracted by twilight haha LOL, but still, I studied so hard for it dude.

Oh well, I was relieved, and yet dissapointed, not exactly compatimble is it? Relieved for there's no more math and no more stressing out, dissapointed cause i didn't answer so many questions! IS was plain easy, just lots of writing to do, essay-making.

Tomorrow is officialy the last day, yeah baby. I only have mandarin left. But I have like 60 mandarin words to study.. and memorize. Naturally. But instead of studying, i got distracted into looking at pictures of twilight cast and lost track of time. Tomorrow I'm planning to either go to senci with classmates, or watching twilight again with bell:D or maybe both..

Till then,

Day 2

I magically survived today, had Social Studies and IT, SS was pretty easy. just the essays are tricky. as for IT, I did all but then i think i made some mistakes. 

Tomorrow, is the most tormenting day ever. Math and IS. I'm more worried about math though, math has not been one of my favorite subject since... ever. And right now, i'm practically making a complete nuisance of myself saying i can't do it and etc. I've always sucked at math.. not that i don't like it. Well, some topics are quite.. interesting, but the others are just plain BOH-RING. 

Pray for me! I'll need it!

Day 1

Officialy the first day of the semester exams, I had Literature&&Science. Physics, Chem, Bio all piled up in one. It was.. quite challenging. I didn't answer some questions for science though (occured to the fact that i friggin' lost my textbook), 3 maybe? and am hating myself for it. Still am. Each question worth like what, 2 or 3 points.

We went to dunkin during our 1 hour break to wait for physics practical. We went to dunkin and just chitchat in class. Physics practical was hard though, Must've sucked at it. 

Tomorrow, I have IT practical and Social studies waiting for me. gotta study, pray for me!

P.S, and as for my movie review for TWILIGHT, it sucks. literally, the interesting part is only when they were playing baseball. Well, it was below my expectations. Reading the books will fascinate you more. Can't wait for New Moon:D

Ponytail

Hellow dear readers; my apologies for not blogging for quite a while. busy, i guess.

Things are just so hectic, christmas performance, class decor, exams, juggling too many things. And despite all that, i really have nothing to post about except for mundane school days. which are not interesting. Oh, Gosh. This is getting boring. 

To make this post a little make more sense, I am going to explain why I entitled this post 'ponytail'. It just popped up i guess, I mean lately, I've been putting my hair up in a ponytail and being oh so laid back and not care about a single thing. I am such a procrastinator, born to be maybe? but i just rock at it. Which is.. bad. I tend to be so lazy and tend to do unimportant stuffs; like texting, calling, going ol 11/13 ( haha bell ). i should really start studying for examinations, they're like 2 days away. Will i ever survive? 

SnapShot

Happy Birthday, Rai!

Happy Birthday, Rai!

haha, raisa is my sister, and her birthday was on the 27'th of november. I'll share a little bit about her; Heidi Nathania Raisa Salim, a really tough girl yet soft at heart:D a kind of person anyone would look up to, Straight A student, top of her class mostly, undefeatable basketball champion, a guitar freak, oh shes basically multi-talented. so proud of you, hope throughout your 16th year of life, you'll accomplish greater things and be able to influence a lot more others.

Pa-Nic

I am in the depths of being indiscribably too hyper, I am in panicking.

Of all reasons to be panic, I am panicked because;
theres a slight possibility that i'll be watching TWILIGHT tonight! But I am panicking because..I'm watching (maybe) with Inez, Adri, Bella. And whoever else who wants to join, you're all more than welcome. But, We need a parent accompanient since we're watching midnight, and, all our parents can't make it. So, now we're panicking to find someone old enough to accompany us watch! But, we dont know whom.

Any ideas? Contribute, please.

P.S, I have been online for about 8 hours straight, from 8am till now, 3:59 pm. Go die men, Gtg and study!

Blissful

I'm currently feeling : Blissful

Why? I dont know, haha or maybe i do. Today was an exhausting friday, really. Exams are catching up, overloading school works, a chapel to organize, our christmast number to perform, phew. Today is Officialy Teddy's 13th Birthday, (Happy B'day Ted). We organized a surprise party for him haha, and it went well:D He was so shocked, yet thrilled with overwhelming joy. Or at least, I hope.

Besides that, today, after basketball practice, Cambridge International went over, and had a friendly match with us, we won 26 19, tehee. I'm totally jaded. Directly went to my bed and get some zzz as soon as i got home. Blissful, still.

Twilighters!

For you all twilighters everywhere;

Twilight, what a world wide phenomenal release, indeed. I'm predicting you guys are reading it too, or have been. Because primarily, its the most awaited movie right now! It's out already, midnight though. Can't wait to actually watch it. As the excitement builds, I've currently been re-reading the Twilight SAGA, out of boredness and impatience to see the movie! Read it, Trust me you'll fall in love with it.

Just for the satisfaction of seeing their picture:D

Fatal Distraction

Hell-ow; 

Today, I'm randomly going to post about : EXAMS!

Mid-term exams are drawing near, approximately 2 weeks to be exact. 

I'm hyperventilating. Of panic. 

Will I be ready by then? I haven't exactly even start studying for exams, since i am primarily a selfish creature who tends to procrastinate 8)

I'll share a little bit about my day too: It was just an ordinary day, frankly. We reviewed mostly. But we had dance practice for our christmas number. we're doing swing. its nearly like waltz, just with more turns, and with faster beats. And we're doing it with partners.. the rest i'll leave it to surprise for you fellow lenterians!

Inevitable Thoughts

Greetings!

A few thoughts and numerous of unanswered questions flew by my mind today, and i'm gonna share some of it here;

1. Its really inconceivable that i am or at least try to take steps back from him, and i slightly don't think im competent enough to do it.
2. I hope my avoidance would be insconspicious to him, would he think i dislike him or being near him?
3. The fact that i'm irrevocably in love with him is just incontrovertible. How will i ever overcome something thats plainly unsurmountable?

Despite all that, i'm not ready to be defeated in this fight against my inner self, ill try my best! wish me luck! 

Blank

Hello dear readers; i am simply devastated of current boredness. Currently re-reading twilight and listening to You Do, You Don't - Friday Night Boys. i love all their songs, its so calming and easy-listening kindof songs. i was supposed to start my day with an early swim, but overwhelmed by laziness, i canceled on it and instead, slept in.

I woke up and re-read twilight SAGA all over again, yes. back from twilight. i can't wait for it to go big screen on december. as for 'letting go' i am trying to get a hold of myself. despite that, back to my day. i went to eat with my mom. i was craving for cream puff soup since i am tormented by this sickness of mine. i hope to get well soon.

I have bad news: all the songs and pictures in my ipod... accidentally got deleted and now its blank! its not as easy as it sounds to just sync it back to my itunes, because my ipod has been passed on and around, its not only synced with mine, but so many others. i'll have to recollect songs. thats lousy.

ttys

Sigh

Right now, i'm taking a break of it all. simply taking a break from thinking and regretting. taking a deep breath, a loud sigh. filling in the empty blanks in my head with anything rather than that. i'm recovering, healing by time.. i hope.

So, instead of mourning and being all sad and emo, i'm going to share about.. my day. today is the official 'teacher's appreciation day' in sli. so eventually, we were thanking all our teachers, giving them cards and gifts per classes. it was a quite exhausting day (or is it just long lasting effects of the field trip? i'm sick btw). And our sli varsity team, had a sparring vs. cambridge? if i'm not mistaken. good luck eagles, have fun!

Besides that, my day was pretty much uneventful. unless you call out "fights" eventful. if you're wondering, i don't want to talk about it. its unimportant anyways. i am currently sitting in front of the computer, chewing and swallowing jellies while listening to shuffled songs from itunes, chatting and tagging random pictures as well. refreshing... but my mind is still not resting.

'Letting Go'

Having to let go of someone you irrevocably love, tremendously admire, extremely care for is... hard. really, just thinking about it hurts so bad. when he seems to be the only thing you desire; you ever wanted, you had to let go. i'm trying, really. well at least i'm going to. to the very least bit try, is it bearable? i wonder.

The term 'letting go' itself brings back quite a lot of memories that i wished to not look back to, that i don't want to recall and reminice. i'm so emo now, oh no. i wish i never even gotten myself in this mess, i wish i should've known better, i wish i could at least get over him before its all too hard, getting over him now is the best thing i can do. rather then hurting myself in the end? cz it will be way harder if i am irrevocably in love and can't turn back no more. 

How i wish life is like a fairytale, to be able to live happily ever after and all that. like all those disney princesses, cinderella, ariel, belle, snow white, sleeping beauty they all have their prince and lived happily ever after in the end, oh how i wish. moving on, letting go, i wish i could escape reality and live in my own fantasized world; impossible yes i know. 

this is all for the best, is what i kept repeating to myself. faking a smile, hiding my tears. i've fallen apart. i am regretting, regretting of having to fall for him, regretting of having to get involved with him, i wanna run away, escape. its all too much, the pressure; pain. But yet, this is the right thing to do, its what i should and am going to. I'm ready, ready to face all those ahead of me, to shed those overflowing tears, for all the changes i should get use to. pray for me? Thanks.

advices anyone?

Saturdae

i had a quite 'empty schedule' this saturday. i started of my day with my breakfast; then i took a shower and was thinking of what to bring for my field trip (which, is on the 17th-18th). after a short while of thinking, i was pretty much talking on the phone for several hours. then, i had bible talk at sammy's house.

it was a blast. btw, back to my fieldtrip, i'm going to bogor, to this resort kindof place. i'm going with the 8a, and seventh graders as well, but it'll be fun. i'll post pictures, i promise!

Rihanna, Chris Brown!

rihanna's concert was supposed to be held today, on the 14th of november in senayan, but then, cz of issues of the bom and wtv, it got CANCELED! can you believe it? okay, i didn't even bought a ticket, but still. haha, i was about to watch, but then the tickets are sold out;'( and besides the cheapest one cost like 750 thou, but i would sacrifice that much to watch her. haha but guess its not happening then? for those who have tickets already, a refund maybe?

rihanna is currently dating chris brown, don't you think they're just the best couple ever? i love them both, they're like matchmade in heaven or something. haha chris brown's dance moves are HAWT! like totally, the ones i like most are superhuman, forever, and with you. as for rihanna, i like take a bow, disturbia, breakin' dishes. haha i love them both, don't you think they match?

Unexplainable Fear

this unexplainable fear grew more and more each day, taking everything i have within me. all that is left is a silent cry, at night. the more i tried to get rid of this fear, the more it creeps to me, more and more each day. is is the fear of losing the ones you love? or is it because i can't handle getting hurt anymore? am i that fragile, i wonder. gathering up all my thoughts, maybe i am already in pieces right now, shattered and left alone on the floor. picking them up but can't seem to put them back the way it use to be.

all this feeling is too much for myself to handle, its going to explode soon out of me; i feel like crying out loud, screaming on top of my lungs, so the whole world can hear me, hear my pain, my cries. i cry, i cry. and while all this happens, whos there for me? to catch me when i fall? having my back? 

i feel so weak, so fragile. will things ever go back the way they used to be? should i keep on hoping, or gather up the pieces and rebuild my life back from 0? i wish i could be a baby again, all so innocent, not knowing what is to expect ahead in life. i took a glimpse of the past, so many decisions i made that i wish i hadn't. i'm regretting, while tears are flowing down my hot red cheeks. 

Quantum Of Solace

what an exuberantly splendid day indeed, i spent my day at plaza senayan with my precious, emily and leann, we watched quantom of solace; the new 007. the movie was actually quite interesting for those of you who likes action movies? but at the same time its a bore. pretty much the whole movie is filled with dialogues here and there, which.. makes you feel like dozing off. 

we were supposed to watch with a bigger group, a way bigger group

 actually. but then people seemed to be canceling up just on saturday morning, which is why the three of us made our own plans and still went there anyhows. after watching, we went window shopping to mango, and zara. dresses are fab! the word breath-taking doesn't even do it justice.

Hoodies Up!

today, emily, leanna and myself decided to held a 'mini photoshoot' at the back of our school, there's this field, yes its small but its just perfect! we brought hoodies with us, like 6 of them, 2 each, and switched hoodies and took pictures, and there are sunflowers! which i have no idea since when are they there, cz since when does sli have sunflowers again? lols pictures; 

5:25 pm

Miss

I miss my dad badly, hes currently in singapore, coming back approximately next tuesday? yeah, i guess. haven't seen him in about a week, gosh. me miss you dad

btw, a slightly refresthing 'something' from this dull day of mine, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KENJI! he goes to my school, a 10th grader, great guy. hope all your wishes come true and you can be a better person in the upcoming future? lols. 

my day was pretty much a bore, today seem so long, empty, dull, barren, yeah. all those words, put them in. of all chem and math worksheets and practices, gosh. but art was quite fun, spraying people water, painting all over your hair, hands, and someone's painting, awesome. lols

how was your day?

Drowning In Despair

i'm drowning in despair.. 

gosh, thats like literally all i can say lately, i say it, i sing it, i dream of it, okay thats too much. but basically, i am drowning in despair. please help me drag me up so i won't keep on drowning, i'm running out of breath, help me, please, i'm begging you to. or should i not ask you, to not feel the pain anymore, to just keep on drowning, so everything will end? what should i do? is it worthed? should i do it? or just let everything go? all these questions clouding my mind, i wish i have they key to find the answers, but unfortunately, i don't... i'm drowning in despair

High School Musical3

high school musical ke3 ini super sensational, and gila buset banyak banget yg mau nonton. i was dying to watch this, tapi full terus. dari senci ke ps ke lalala, gw nonton jg dapet row agak depan. overall it was really intreging. i love the dance&songs. menurut gw, out off everything, hsm3 ini series paling keren dibanding yang lain. i went to senci about noon, and i met the others who watched agak pagian. sammy, gail, bella, julio, teddy, kenji. hha trus kt makan di frankfurter and jalan jalan gajelas. basically, i'm really recommending it to you guys! watch and tell me what you think of it. soo, what do you think?

Goodbye, Ms Sylvia!

*updated

ms sylvia, our math teacher, had to leave us to go to vietnam. we cried, and had a farewell 'surprise' party for her. we took lots of pictures, and she cried too, which

 makes us cry even louder. ms sylvia, we will miss you so badly! good luck in vietnam, and don't forget about us. we all love you! visit us soon, can't wait to see you again! ;'(

Ft. Bella

i spend the day at bella's residence, taking loads of pictures, which if you wanna see is already uploaded in facebook. enjoy; 

 

Best Fwends

today, i'm going to talk about *drum rolls* EMILY! my best friend in the whole entire friggin' world, our lifetime devoted friendship, and everything else connected to that, for that matter. her name is anastasia emily rekso, but you can call her emily. shes whoa smart, dilligent, hard working, independent and all that good stuffs. you know, a perfect A student, gosh i hate her for that (peace, em) but through it all, she is the bestest bestest friend in the world. from listening to me, to comfronting me, to accompanying me, teaching me math, what an excellent bestfriend she is. im indeed very lucky and grateful to have her as a bestfriend. (even though we do hang with a couple of other bestfriends in our crowd, this post is just gonna be about her, ill post abt some other besties of mine soon, kay)

we've been bestfriends since, oh forever? lols. of course, fights did occur, but we managed to handle it and makee things back to normal. shes like, a bestfriend, a babysitter and a mother to me. haha, she does take care of me man, shes like so mature. unlike me, which is why we complete each other! and em, if you are reading this, THANKS FOR BEING THE GREATEST BEST FRIEND EVER! I WOULDN'T EVER SURVIVE WITHOUT YOUUU. thanks again, here are some pictures of us together;

dedicated to emily rekso, xoxo.

ROFLMAO

roll on floor laughing my ass off

today, was the greatest day throughout my entire existence in this world, exaggerated? yes. haha. today was jst a rly great day. for my whole entire class, i dnt knw why, really.

i woke up this morning, and am already in a good mood. the second i woke up, ecstasy filled me, and a smile grew on my face, that means im going to be extremely dangerously hyper today. that's what usually happens at days like this, my prediction wasn't wrong. my class, joined in and we were all hyped up and something boost up our energy, we were loud to the max and were laughing the whole day, for silly things, and ridiculous things done by certain people. for once, my class felt united, (LEBAY ABIS) haha, anyways seru deh hari ini ngakak dari pagi smp pulang skolah. i love you guys!

Absentee

i am terribly sorry for being such an absentee blogger starting last week? i was pretty much pre-occupied with school stuffs. projects&homeworks due, and examinations are just a month away! so, nothing really happens last week, normal school days, i guess.

except that on friday we hv bball practice, and then went to dunkin. with the usual crowd: julio melvin adri inez gw samuel teddy sammy. and on saturday we hv bball practice as well, and went to dunkin again, gosh. lol.
then went to sammys house, and tunas muda's anniversary, home, yeah. basically thats it, bball practice was great, mostly. except for the fact that i fell down for like uncountable times. hha, but overall its great.

xoxo

Ten10

tagged by aley;

1. Talkative To the Max
i can talk non stop whole day, and thats not a hyperbole, ask my friends for proofs. apalagi kalo lagi nervous, gila langsung super bawel ngmgin hal hal ga jelas, udh gitu, suka ngmg sendiri lagi, haha. like dikelas ngmg sendiri smp my classmates serem, hha. most of the time, people dont even get me when i speak, either my average speed of talking itu terlalu cepet atau gw emang naturally born gajelas, haha.

2. Dancing is My Passion
i've started dancing since i was a kid, pre school maybe? i started out with ballet, until i was in 4th grade, then i quit, cz i think its pretty much a bore, continued with hip hop&&jazz and im lovin' it. suka nari" sendiri di kelas,
randomly.

3. Clumsy
I am very clumsy indeed, yes thats very true. gw ga ngerti kenapa, bisa tiba" jatuh sendiri, thats jst weird. dnt you think? haha. funny too, gw paling sering kejedot haha, dikelas apalagi, kejedot tembok, kejedot meja, kesandung tong sampah, tangan nyangkut di tong smph? (euwww) haha, kalo lagi MINUM, tumpah terus, haha, thats my luck; i guess.

4. Love Music
what i love to do to fill spare time? music. yeah, paling doyan denger iPod in extremely loud volume. and nyanyi nyanyi sendiri. haha, oh and if you're wondering, i played piano&violin before.

5. Eating Monster
what most people don't know abt me is, i eat A LOT like seriously. gw makan bisa lebih bnyk dari every member of my family biasanya, including my parents! imagine that, haha.

6. Basketball Carrier
even though from my looks, you guys wouldn't think im athletic. you guys would probably think im a high maintenance princess, spoiled, and etc. but no, i actually love sports, sports took a gigantic part of my life. i've been playing tennis and basketball since i was a little kid. nowadays sports that i still play during spare time are basketball, table tennis(for pe), swimming, dance(included?)

7. Extreme Randomness
i am very random yes i am. gw bisa tiba" ngmg sendiri and ngmg gajelas, trus kalo ditanya apa? gw jawab ah ga, trus mulai ngmg yang lain lagi. haha, kalo gw telfonan sm orang, gw super sering ceritain stuffs about me. haha, ky eh lu tau ga, dulu tuh gini gini gini, trus gw minta mereka cerita jg. walaupun biasanya cm gw yg ngmg sih. haha, suka ngerocos jg kalo orang lagi ngmg, trus salah lagi, haha.

8. Dream And Tell
another weird habit of mine, i dream, and tell. if that person is in my dream, gw ceritain. haha tapi mimpi gw jg aneh aneh semua, ky kecebur di laut lah, and gajelas lah pokoknya. haha

9. Hyper
this one word best describe me, hyper. haha, gw kalo udh seneng bisa lmpat lmpat sendiri, teriak" (oh and my screaming volume is extremely loud and hurts the ear of those not used to it) lol. haha, nari" sendiri, pokoknya
gila deh. apalagi kalo udh gabung bareng besties gila lainya. gila, kalo ketawa bisa super gede, and teriakanya,
wow. haha,

10. Texting Machine
haha, emang iya gw smsan dan telfonan bisa non stop sm orang, haha ky orang gila deh. dimobil, diiringi oleh tut tut tut bunyi hp dan cetak cetuk ngetik sms. haha, seruw.

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Red, I love

sok pamer nail polish merah 

red, is a color im currently falling in love with  right now, i hv no idea why and if you ask me i wouldn't know. tp kaya suka aj akhir" ini, semuanya yang berbau red gw suka. dari pake nail polish merah tangan&&kaki, ke pake baju serba merah, intinya; Red, I LOVE

Trust

what is the true definition of the word trust? or is it just a word people tend to use without knowing its true meaning? you guys have lost my trust truly and i dont know when this heart of mine will cure. i thought you guys are supposed to be my best friends? or you guys just figured you could toy me? of all the fights throughout the year, this one is not easy to just forgive&forget. i guess you guys aren't my true friends after all, the first week has jst begun, and this is how it ended? oh whatever, i don't care. do whatever you guys want, i'm out of here, for good. 

one question in mind, would you guys be a friendless looser or someone with lots of friends who hate them? or backstabs them? wht abt you? 

i wish this nightmare will end soon

1st Day

first day back at school, tired for sure yesh, lots of adjustements to make, aduh males banget ya rasanya ke sekolah lagi, haha tp kangen teman" tercintaa, haha so, tadi gw ke sekolah dan pulangnya langsung tidur krn capek, smp jam 8an gitu gw ketiduran, ahaha, whew. yes i know haha lols

Se gar ra

ashley's birthday party was held in ancol, segarra restaurant to be exact. the place is wond-er-ful, they designed it just like bali. and you know, never expect no drama with us, lols. so yeah sm dramas, but then it turned out to be a pleasant evening anyways! walaupun nyamuknya gila, and panasnya ga tahan, haha:D