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Hello there readeeeeers, if anyone is actually still reading this boring blog. I haven't been posting anything since.... uh when again? oh well. I was really abandoning this blog, wasn't I? I guess I just wasn't that interested. Hmph. Should I still post? Or just abandon it completely?

All Over

It is so disgusting that you are conquering all my blog posts. 

Well that indicates how much I loathe you. Are you absurdly blind? 

My classmates went crazy about how they hated you today. 

Each and everyone of them, yes. All of them. Even those you think ar yr friends came to me and started talking abt you. I'm sick of you, seriously. Eat yr heart out, I'll be very happy to see you break down and shatter to pieces, EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF YOU, *holding back vomit* HA HA, 

till then you friendless biatch, dont forget to read my blog and read more about you. I know you know who are. 

TI-RED

I am sick of you unbereable little peep, I'm not gonna curse. I'm gonna do things so much worst. I gave you a chance in proving yourself a little more respect than I gave you, but no. you treat all yr " friends " like their your maids. And guess what yr not the boss. Everytime i see your VOMITOUS FACE i try so hard to hold back vomit. I know you know who you are and please, you've become the most talked about girl in town for what, these past few years? Hence, I'm sick of always holding myself back and trying to be patient with you. Cz guess what, if you hate me. I want to let you know that THOUSANDS of us hates you. Eat that, biatch. 

And yes, no offence I do talk about you. mm, EVERYTIME will be the proper word. Those you thought your friends.. are so NOT. they talk about you too. And yes they do hate you. I'm telling you this: you live in a FAKE LITTLE LIFE. ITS ALL A LIE, nobody likes you. So, goodbye.

Hope you survive the breakdown.

I'll be the one here laughing out loud

Over it.

I'm through with hating you. 

My life seems so .. shallow, 

besides yr wasting my time. 

I'll start changing by not writing stuffs abt you anymore in my blog.

nor everywhere else. Let's hope its as easy as it sounds

Hatred?

This game of yrs is pretty boring I must admit. 

While your efforts are admirable, I'm bored.

Why are you always making it harder? 

You really enjoy the hatred you get, dont you? 

Cs the whole school hating you is not enough? 

Stop faking, Please. I'm sick of you

I'm getting kindof tired of hating you all the time. 

So I'm doing you a favor if you'll do me one. 

You stay away from me, and I will too.

I feel bad to hate you this way, but you leave me no other options.

Hatred is burning through me 

Charades

Im sick of all yr games, 

and all this charade and pretends about you being queen

well guess what, 

"CONSIDER YOURSELF DETHRONED, QUEEN B"

stop being this 'oh so fake' person 

and youre so off my friend list, 

oh, youre never even in it. 

let a new set of games begin, and im pretty confident of whos gonna win it

till then, 

Too much to ask?

I am asking just a little favor from you, 

stay far far far away from me and please, mind yr own business. 

I hate you so badly that I can really burn you down if I was given the chance. Stop commenting on everything I do, what I wear, what I do, cz fyi its my life not yours. And you know I can ruin you cz i know your deepest darkest secret. And I am not afraid to tell the whole world. I know you know who you are so...

So back off, girl.

Spongebob

We had family gathering yesterday after youth and we found this spongebob toy and started admiring it and took pictures with it. It's so cuteeee, isn't it?

Oh and, Happy Birthday. 

TTFN

I'll be gone.. again. To bogor this time, with my family. Will be back probably on Saturday? I'm planning to go back and forth tomorrow for basketball practice but i'm not sure.

So, Till then.

Movie Night.

I went to watch push yesterday and Chris Evans was so HOT!


Will be off to Grand Indo to watch again, lol.

Enjoy your holidays, everyone.

All Day Long.

I started my day quite early, at around 7 i presume? I went to school for my basketball practice which actually starts at 3, lol. The basketball practice was.. okay. Even though I didn't really focus, cause I was still so sleepy. So, after practice, we played truth and dare, with our coaches! It was so much fun haha, we went home at around, 6.30 and here I am, in the midst of eating dinner and going to Pacific Place real soon to watch Slumdog.

ttfn,
I am drop dead tired.

Miss.

I am missing how we used to be.
How you use to come up to me and make me laugh.
How you use to play guitar for me.
How you use to teach me math which takes long cz i never get it.
How we would sit together and ask random 11 questions.
How we would tease each other and have a great laugh.
How you look me in the eyes.
How we would pass notes during class.
How demanding you can be to ask me to sit next to you.
How fun it was to tickle you. And not allowing you to tickle back.
How Happy I was when I see you smile.
How we will tell each other what our dreams was.
How we like to play around with cutter and pins.
How mad you get when I tease you with other girls.
How protective you can get at times.

Guess those times will never come back, will it?
My silent cries are filling my nights, I need you.

Henry turned 12!

My little brother, Henry turned 12 last 18th March. Right, this post is so late I know. But oh well, I was busy, HAHAHAH, or pretending to be anyways. So we had a family dinner in this Japanese restaurant and I played mario kart till 10. HAHAHA, it was so friggin' fun. I'm in the 6th cup! weee;D

Till then.

Together We Can

the Together We Can retreat turned out to be so much better than I expected. I thought it would be boring&& lame, since it has no swimming pool and any other activities that interest me. But we had cooking competition and talent show. Even though my team didn't win the cooking, we won the talent show! And I'm sorry for not posting pictures because unfortunately my camera broke. Just before the retreat, how suckish is that.

We played some games throughout the whole 2 nights 3 days in Puncak. It was exhausting though. Highlight: SAMMY GOT BAPTIZED. I'm so happy for himm. He's been waiting for that day since.. uh forever. It's so awesomee. I didn't cry, which was.... quite rare haha. But Sammy, I just want to let you know that I'm so friggin' proud of you. You've been a very good listener and advice giver lol, you were always there for me. I think of you as my own brother practically. Maybe its because I'm bestfriends with Gail or such, but basically, I hope you will be a great disciple and will influence so many more people around youu. CONGRATULATIONS!

--R

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my current Favorite Pastime activity

Self-Pitying.

I have been rather Emo lately, and not being grateful for what I have.
Instead, i pity myself and well, keep on pitying.
I regretted so many things I've done in the past,
I pity myself for not being what I expected myself to be.
it may seem like I'm not grateful for what I have,
but its more of I think I don't deserve everything I have.
Oh, and I wish this guilt would go away. But it just doesn't.


Sleep tight, Biatch

it's a Reunion!

I started my day very early indeed, i woke up at 6.30 and had to rush to school for this so called student council meeting we had. Overall it was uokay, we played some games, did some activities, listened to the seminar, and ordered KFC. We went to Senayan City.. AGAIN. I'm starting to get bored of it. When we arrived, Teddy, Samuel and I went to foodism and ate. 

On my way up I met my old friends that I haven't met for like 4 yearss. We chit chat and talked all the way for like an hour. HAHA, then we went to zara and met more of my old friends. We didn't plan for any of this and all of us are like in different schools now. It was sooo Fun! Then we went up to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic, isn't it awesome that we're all watching the SAME MOVIE? 

Thenn, Alvan Janice Raisa Bella Teddy Samuel Adri Budi and I went to Crystal Lagoon to play billiard, then to Starbucks. I'm very happy that after long last I met my old friends againn. 

Oh well, tired here.

Sleep tight!

Desperately in need of,

REST.

I am v. exhausted these last few weeks. Probably because I usually arrive at home during midnights, projects that are piling up, or just common stress? As for Friday, I had basketball practice, went to RICS CUP to watch the finals, then went to Senayan City afterwards for my bible study at around 7. But, since all of us haven't eaten lunch, Sammy, Cindy, Bella, Samuel and I ate first at BK then went to foodhall and have our studies. Then we went home at around 10.30 and I'm very exhaustedd. Seriously.

Loyal Supporters! 

Injury HAHAHA

Can't write more, 

Toodles

Sunlight,

Breakin' free. 

You Have to know That

I am Sick of It.

Get me out of here. Need air.

I'm sick of crying for you all night, 

missing you all day, 

thinking of you all the way.

Life was starting to work out, 

and you just had to ruin it. 

Stay away and let me be, 

I'm saying this

though I'm breaking inside.

Uninspired.... yet.

I have been quite busy with school works, which are stressing, which causes me to have less time to update this blog and "refresh" it. I've been thinking of some cool headers, but never got the chance to make them. So, for now I'm gonna leave it like this, LOL. 

Hope all of you still reads this oh so boring and crappy blog. Apologize.

Lovesssss, 

Due to lack of Sleep.

 I have been very tired and exhausted lately, due to lack of sleep and all the activities i'm juggling to a packed timing. I've been going out from Friday till Monday last week. and am very very exhausted. Yet still, I tend to sleep at 2AM. Oh uwell, 

Recent Did(s) and Done(s); 

• Watched JAVAJAZZ, hella awesome! DENNISSS, NINO!
• Watched Marley&me, it was so touching, i cried. haha.
• Went to watch Rics cup. Sat&Mon, we won againts Cambridge!
• Went to Bogor?
• Sleptover  at Gail's.

Till then, fellas!

Whoa!

Whoa, its been like .... months since i updated this blog. 

i was really abandoning it, wasn't i? 

well, apologies readers. 

I've been wanting to "refresh" this blog and repair it a little.

by changing the header&background maybe? 

XO, rai

Last Goodbye

I'm officially over you. Goodbye, 

...

.....

I feel relieved, actually

Long Last Miss

Last week, Sergio, Teddy, Adri, Ashley, and I went to Grand Indo after not seeing each other for quite a while. It was just us, supposedly, Samuel, Emily, Viona didn't come.. again. So, this time, its just us. We first met up in Food Louvre. And ate there. Then we went around, to topshop, forever 21, and starbucks. We played truth or dare.. lalala, and we were playing with sergio so we left him while he was in the toilet and the four of us went to Blitz. 

Well, eventually, we felt bad and meet up with him again in Food Louvre. We ate again, and went to starbucks .. again. Afterwards, we went to Zara and Planet Sports. We just went around Grand Indo doing nothing and like spent about 5 hours doing that. We actually wanted to watch, but everyone watched already. So yeah. We had fun anyways. 

Love, 

Hawt Hippo!

Emo-ey Hot Hippo!

One of the clothes i bought during my christmas holiday; I was out looking for hoodies, but none interest me, so I bought this hot looking hippo tee in one of the local distros in Bandung:D